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AED Changes

since we got back from florida life basically took over lol. leon went back to work, i went back to my daily everything, counceling, teaching catechism, doctors, etc and planning ahead for holidays. we have been relaxing still as well, going to the movies and enjoying the animals. i am of course since it is November in FULL force of Epilepsy Awareness Month and my “29 days of Cassie” lol. this year i have been trying to post something everyday on my epilepsy facebook page to really get some awareness out there for others to share or maybe get some info to some of my friends of something they may not have not known. i even started an epilepsy fundraiser online for anyone who wants to donate. it will only be open for a short amount of time so i will not link it on here, you can go to my epilepsy facebook page to find it.

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so as i said, i went to the doctors, for a  Brain check upppp at the hospital… I wouldn’t really call it a “check up” I guess. Im seeing a practitioner now whom I haven’t seen IMG_20171116_110241_176before (because my neuro dr, who I loved, left the state) just talking to me & sending me home Oy! She is taking me off my depression medication because my cognitive therapy has been so good. after that if it has been successful i will be weaning off my anxiety medication! whoa nelly to changes! she even upped my lamictal (AED) we shall see how all that goes! while i was there i hid one of my painted rocks haha! i have been hiding them everywhere lol, i even hid some in florida and on the air plane! hahaha oh my!

IMG_20171122_125423_382last weekend my family on my mothers side got together at my aunts house and made apple pies for thanksgiving and SO today me and my Grandma made a ton of pumpkin pies at her house for thanksgiving tomorrow! she wanted them to be fresh and not frozen so we did them today. i think we did a great job :) we even put little leaves and turkeys on the top of some of them lol. and oh my lanta do we have an abundance of pies and deserts!!!! happy thanksgiving to you all tomorrow! lol i love thanksgiving, always have!

Brass Knuckles

IMG_20171031_180913_121Hello again home! I am back from our trip to Florida!! IMG_20171101_105227_909let us re-cap all the fun; before the explainations.. NO SEIZURES during the trip! :) okay now, lol, the day before we left was Halloween, i went over my Grandma’s and we passed out candy to all the cute kids. the next morning super early our flight left from Detroit to Orlando, which was kind of cute, another first in our relationship which was flying together :) Once we reached Florida, got our car, & got to our villa leon and the guys didn’t want to waste no time on going on up to the fields and checking everything out from the layouts, the stores, to who and what was there lol.

over the course of the four days we were there we spent the mornings at the IMG_20171103_162223_285paintball fields, the afternoons out at the pools, everyone would meet up someone for dinner each night, then everyone would meet up at OUR hotel room (why ours idk lmao) and IMG_20171105_150057_378get fucked up the rest of the night. our patio was a complete mess everynight. we cleaned it so many times, and i mean took BAG fulls of trash out and it still continued to get trashed with alcohol bottles, cigg remains etc. messy dudes! the nights were the wild times lol there was this security guard who came and drank n smoked with all them, shot the paintball gun at IMG_20171103_151321_0204am at trees, lol oh man he was wild. he was something else, he was doing shots of patron and showing us his knife with brass knuckles haha. one night a dude from paintball wanted to come out to our hotel and another guy sent him on a wild goose chase out to a waffle house. oy! florida was something else! i was able to see my cousin gabby who came up to the paintball field with her boyfriend, that was a lot of fun and awesome to see her because it has been so many years! her and her boyfriend live in florida. love you gabba gabba ♥

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the last day of florida once all the paintball was over (and no the guys did not win first place, they ended up winning 19th out of like 60 which is still awesome) after all the guys left it was just me and leon, we ended up going to disney springs walking around together. shopping and having fun on our last night :) this morning we woke up, returned our car, and headed home back to detroit. i am happy to be home, and happier to be back with my pups n kitty! xoxo When we were in FL & each time we would call home to check on the dogs, leons dad had us on speaker phone, and they go crazy barking in excitement hearing my voice ♥♥

Six Halloween’s

As i have been saying in my most recent posts my Grandma is doing much better since her accident, so we have been spending a lot of time together and spending a lot of time out the the house since she has been couped up for so long, basically on bed rest so to say. we have picked up to some hobbie’s together and she joined in on my liking for IMG_20171025_165004_124IMG_20171018_160431_974painting rocks so we having been going ham on that lol and her kitchen table is a little painting station for now lol. we have also been painting pumpkins because of course halloween is right around the corner. i couldnt NOT paint a purple pumpkin for the purple pumpkin project, to raise awareness for epilepsy! the idea is that November is epilepsy awareness month, halloween is the eve of that month, have a purple pumpkin to inspire people to ask some questions about the disorder or put info on the pumpkin yourself :) this isnt the first year i have done this.. and hopefully not the first time i have posted about it either lol. okay SO as i was saying about Grandma, we have also been going on to lunch, little shopping trips, and OOH we went antique shopping! fun! something i just would not do with anyone else that i know, thats for sure! maybe steph? idk.

anywhichway ~ before halloween came our friends Eric&Jaimie had IMG_20171028_213433_556a halloween party, i thought it would be funny to dress up (costumes were optional) and i got dressed up in 2 mins.. as LEON! hahah i looked so funny and everyone else thought so as well. mission accomplished! they even had a silly contest and i won! go me! we IMG_20171025_212605_312had a little birthday for my brother over his house! he turned 39 this year! happy birthday brother! we also celebrated Champs 12th brithday this month! we took him out, got him ice cream, sang to him, and of course made him feel loved as always! this will sadly be his last birthday because of his cancer and age so we wanted to make it memorable and special ♥

Tuesday is Halloween and Wednesday we leave for Florida! Wait what? haha yeah!  Leon and his Xball paintball team did so good this yeah they got entry paid to play and the World Cup I was talking about in past posts! So we are heading to Orlando for a few days with alllllll the guys! But I have to pack & get the house all spick n’ span! Augh! I hate packing! Hope you all have a fun Halloween!

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Mullets

If it’s not one thing, it’s another… to start of october this past week i experienced many multiple seizure’s (no worries, i’m okay!). I have posted before how my seizure’s have negatively impacted my teeth or tongue because of biting down, most painfully the TMJ (pain in the jaw joint). this past week from all the seizure’s i am THINKING a huge chunk of my last left molar chipped off during an episode, exposing the nerves? Giving me a major toothache! I am happy to say i went to urgent care for pain IMG_20171002_183608_733meds & saw a Dentist!! So… My AEDs (Anti Epileptic Drugs) cause dry mouth, which can cause soreness of the mouth, gum disease, and cavity-causingbacteria. Delightful! So the extra saliva most people have provides enzymes to help digest food, protects teeth from decay by neutralizing harmful acids, and keeps oral tissues healthy. As for my toothache, the tooth IS broken & I had it removed on Monday! My phillycheesecake cutie took care of me, gave me soup, meds, and put me to bed etc. Myyyyyy best friend is like 83 & a champion at making me feel better after surgery! thank you so much grandma for all your tender love ♥ and affection xoxo. The next day i was pretty much fine.

IMG_20171004_151112_984My grandma has been doing SO great obviously since her surgery, we even started this month off with a little girls trip on wednesday, just me and her, off up to Frankenmuth! I mean just a few short weeks after her surgery and she is just so determined to take back her independance i am so proud of her! we took things very slow, but enjoyed ourselves and had fun all the same. we of course after lunch HAD to vist Bronner’s the worlds largest christmas store before we headed home lol!

IMG_20171005_135916_460Since all that I have been spending time with Abby & more paintball fun :) Trying to soak up the end of Summer before fall really hits. It has still been so wonderful everyday outside! Oh andIMG_20171016_140700_038 today me and my grandma went to the Sanders Grand Reopening today!!! It was very overwhelming to see so0o0o many visitors shopping and seeing what’s new! the awesome chocolate waterfall is one amazing & SWEET addition to the newly remodeled store! lol loving it!! at the reopening they passed out tons of free goodies, had tours & a caricature artist who me and had draw a picture of us :) all my hair in the picture makes my grandma’s hair look like a mullet! lmao! a day well spent today!

Apples To Apples

IMG_20170925_162918_205Me and my Grandma got together last week Monday & she taught me how she cans applesauce! we spent a few hours on Monday doing that etc and it was a lot of fun as always spending time with her :) we didn’t can too many just enough for two cans for me, and a few for her. she had about 2 or 3 bushels of apples – otherwise we would have gone crazy i think lol! speaking of my lovely little lady, she has been doing fantastic since her surgery! her arm is doing better and she is of course becoming more and more independant, driving, getting things done on her own as she did before. she still stays she has some pain in her shoulder but i think that pain is not going to ever go away – i beleive it may be a chronic thing for her but we will see. she is also still doing therapy weekly, i think 2 or 3 times a week getting better and better and moving to new exersizes that help her strenthen her, which she thankfully is so diligent about! im pleased to be reporting this good news on her as July – a little of August it was a rough road for our cute lady! God bless her and her continued recovery!

IMG_20170926_210023_636la la la i am ending off september with starting religious education! meeting my new students is always special and first days are always scary lol but i enjoy being a catechist very much! i am looking forward to another year of being a catechist so much. this year i have 5 kids, 4 boys and ONE girl! oh man! also to test me i have children with some learning disabilities such as ADD & ADHD as well as a child with hearing aids (which is to be honest NOT a disability at all). also what has been keeping me busy and smiling is paintball! the guys and teams have been doing paintball {with lots of paintball ahead) like crazy as i said before but i have been enjoying going along with the guys! and ohhhh if i could post other people’s dirty laundry on here i would have some CRAZYness to post here about a friend that i need to defriend fast. haha and on that note, BYE! lmao!

Two Be Wed

WEDDINGS! lol butttt before i get to all the wedding fun maddness lets back up a tad to some craziness! After our trip to Indiana (which we took first place!) I came home with a crazy rash that was spreading all over from my face to my chest! I quickly got to the doctors in which he declared I had poison Ivy! after he gave me some meds and told me to keep not itching, the rash kept spreading all over my face, to my arms, to my stomach, and IMG_20170812_161622_645more on my chest! of course i went back to the doctors! he said to be patient and wait for the “poison ivy” to go away! and it was SO ITCHY! oy! unfortunately it looked as though i was going to have this crap on my face for awhile so it was going to be all over for Zack’s wedding (leons cousin) & to Eric’s wedding (our friend)! OH & —SIDE SALAD— while I was in Indiana last week I found my FIRST painted rock!!! I am pumped to find more and have plans to paint my own and epilepsy awareness rocks!

IMG_20170819_210826_481Alrighty, so last week friday we went up north IMG_20170818_152311_741Michigan to Gaylord for his cousin’s wedding for the day, i wore my green dress and it was a beautiful August day for a wedding! they had a wonderful ceremony and reception! we had a great time! his family is a hoot at gatherings, let me tell youuuuu! lol sadly we had to leave earlier than most because we had to get home to our pups with Dad as no one was home to care for them =/ but I am glad we made the trip to go! after that the weekend was filled with the start of FANTASY FOOTBALL! leons leagues got together at places to make up their teams as i did some simming XD lmao. terrible!

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IMG_20170826_131831_158this past week came eric & jaimie’s wedding fun! because we went to Zacks wedding I missed Jaimie’s bachelorette party, butttt we got together for their wedding rehersal, the guys had their verry berry memorable bachelor party! the day before yesturday ( the wedding) us girls got together to get our nails done then all of us went out to a Ted Nugent concert lol. random but thats what they love haha!  Yesturday was their wedding! they had an outdoor wedding by a creek under a gazeebo immediately following with the reception where we gabbed and danced all night ♥

Indiana Corn

IMG_20170811_184858_134We just got back from our FIRST trip to Indiana, it was a lotttt of fun! we woke up super early to drive up there, and got up there the day before the event so we could get to the hotel, settle in etc. the WHOLE group was down in Indiana so it was fun having the guys all together, outside of paintball traveling etc. the group of everyone from Lonewolf was large because we had two teams coming to the event for two different divisions which leon was in both! IMG_20170812_181431_828whoa nelly on being busy leon! lol so the first night we all went out to dinner to this italian restaurant having a good time etc. the next morning (saturday) we woke early to get to the field (which it was a super cool field) and leon played for The Average Joe’s – they ended up not winning first place, but the Sunday game with the Level 7 Dragon Masters (team names are so weird lol) was the division leon was playing in for World Cup in Florida!

Saturday night we stayed up pretty late, the guys all got drunk and we went out to a weird ass strip club! lmao it was funny and fun. first time i had been to a strip club where the girls just sat with us and drank with us talking, im going to try and not be mean here, they are working people with feelings, but we didnt care at all for their conversation and were just there to enjoy the groups company and watch from afar while enjoying alcohol. haha sorry not sorry? idk and it was the first strip club i been to where the women covered their nips as well as did the lap dances in the MAIN ROOM! I suppose each state has their own strip club laws. speaking of state laws … we learned on sunday Indiana DOES NOT SELL ALCOHOL on sundays! lol craziness. i mean i dont need or want it but i find it silly. also whats crazy silly is CORN! i thought michigan had heaps of corn, Inidana proved me wrong! hah

ANY-WHICH-WAY ;; sunday morning we woke up on time and our friend jeff was in the IMG_20170813_125000_188hotel room next to us, we were his ride to the field .. and we COULD NOT WAKE HIM UP! he was drunk as fuck the night before and nothing i mean nothing would wake him! not phone calls, banging on the door etc. we even got a maid to unlock his door but he locked the DEAD BOLT! omg are you kidding. i mean 7am and people were opening their doors to see what all the noise was! we finally put a note under his door to leave him as i gave his door one FINAL loud kick he “woke up to go to the bathroom” and heard it, opening the door. we got the field late, everyone was pissy of course BUT they played ball & won first place! BOOM!

IMG_20170811_115038_921after allllllllll of that we headed home, to our fur baby’s :) it is super hard for us to leave them! last time we left them for a long time was when we went to caseville for the weekend – thankfully leons dad is there to help us each time we want to take a vacation of some sort! now that we are home with our baby’s, leon has work all week of course. then this weekend we are heading up north for the day so we can go to leons cousin’s wedding!  I bought a beautiful green dress at Bibbidi Bobbidi You for Jaimie & Eric’s wedding at the end of the month, so0o0o pictures of that to come!!

It Flew

June FLEW by so fast! summer is certainly upon us! the first week of June I went with Leon and his buddies to FLINT for a paintball tournament over the weekend! it was a lot of fun and i was finally able to go to this mexican “speak easy” diner leon had been telling me about.20170617_131256 there is this cheap’o mexican place in the front, then by the bathrooms there is a pringles machine that opens to a large dark room which is an upscale bar/fine dinning lol. i wasn’t impressed i suppose but we all had a good time! and no0o0o we did NOT stay directly in FLINT or drink Flint water. lmao, ew! but in the end the guys took first place! yay! the following weekend i went to Kaitlynn & Maddie’s dance recitle! oh my lanta it was so adorable! they both did ballet and i could just cry at the cuteness!!!! I posted some of the video’s on my youtube account :)

before the last week of june we of course had our ANNUAL stoney creek get together with everyone and enjoyed lots of fun! so much fun that the time was just slipping away and the fireworks were there before we knew it! this year we took dozer againnnn and he did amazing! and i was able to see some friends from high school who stopped by for a while, which was REALLY nice to see them! 20170623_201459the morning after, which was a saturday, we went to the epilepsy walk with my family at the zoo until about noon. then sunday i went to Eric & Jaimie’s wedding shower! me and leon put together a really cook laundry basket filled with goodies from their wedding registry (which i never do lol)!

thennnn to end off the month i enjoyed a FUN week of Vacation Bible school at saint Mary’s! this year i was able to enjoy all areas of VBS because i did a lot of the photography! it was a lot of fun and i went CRAZY with it. i think i found my VBS calling! hahha

Redundent?

Hmmm what has been going on? I have been trying to blog often but to do so daily seems silly, or to talk about oh yeah i cleaned this, i gave the dogs a bath, we went shopping, we watched movies, i went online for seven hours, i watched abby six times or that i hang out with my grandma every week… lol gets a bit redundent (or however you spell that) after awhile i feel. i do try to post in the blog at LEAST once a month and with pictures! i feel pictures add to the story! like something random, after abby’s birthday she got a late birthday present which was a hatchimal! pretty cool and was fun but not the most oh wow to blog about, yet here i am, hey world abby got a hatchimal! lmao, i would like a black one. would i play with it? no. lmao but wanting is wanting bahahha. okay so onto the real post?

18527894_10155334864564591_4137731442673942312_nthis past week or so the Tysar family got together for some family time to celebrate my uncles birthday :) we all went over his house and had fun over there for awhile with cake etc. was fun. and always a blast with the little kiddos around now. IMG_20170527_234720_624we also went and celebrated jaimie’s (eric’s fiance) accomplishments on graduating from college last night! she had a nice BBQ party at their house with a bon fire etc. it was fun. then today leon and i headed over to my dads house to help him with some yard work, spend time with him and then we finished off the day at the driviing range. haha lame.

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Love

A true friend knows your weaknesses but shows you your strengths; feels your fears but fortifies your faith; sees your anxieties but frees your spirit; recognizes your disabilities but emphasizes your possibilities. – William Arthur Ward.

IMG_20170513_215043_053Cheers to seven years with my darling Leon ♥ this year we celebrated a little early because of life lol. since today is Mothers day and tomorrow leon has work. but last night we went to Black Rock Grille (“it’s more than just a meal, it’s an experience”) haha. even with calling ahead the wait was very long!!! we “experienced” a wonderful meal together lol and got all dressed up :) a lot of people asked if he proposed because i posted a picture online and thought he would have, but… NOPE! lmao. still waiting! patience is a virtue ;) but it is funny because not just me, but OTHER people are starting to hassle him about it lol, LOVE it! & I Love Leon! I love the ground under his feet, the air over his head, everything he touches, and every word he says. I love all his looks, all his actions, him entirely and altogether!

Today, as I have said & as the the world (or is it an american thing?18519835_10155310550879591_7201092937628085978_n lol) knows, it is Mother’s Day! Where, who, would we be without our mothers? Happy Mothers Day to every Mom out there & Mom’s who are no longer with us. You’re appreciated more than words & loved beyond measure! IMG_20170515_134745_769Of course a special Happy Mother’s day to my Mom ♥ & Grandmother! This morning/afternoon leon and i met up with my uncle, aunt, cousin, gma, sister, & mom at this Mothers Day Brunch for breakfast etc :) it was very nice! we all got dressed up, spent some time together, enjoyed yummy food galore, and exchanged gifts! A wonderful day! Being happy never goes out of style!

Happiness In Grass

Abby Marie!! ♥ You are God’s gift to us all, making the world a more beautiful place!! You are so bright, funny, and witty! This year me and uncle leon had fun picking out your birthday present as you are deeply obsessed with horses and know everythingggg about them! IMG_20170512_215311_067more than any of us adults know! you surprise us every day with how much you learn on your own! we bought you a mommy and baby horse and we are so happy that you fell in love with them instantly and named them, and then changed their names, and then changed them again… lol you LOVE to name your toys and change them constantly! we can’t keep up with your wild imagination! this year we celebrated at home, your favorite place, your mom made you a simple dinner, which made you very happy, and lots of cupcakes to make you smile :) you can find happiness in a blade of grass little one lol. i admire you!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
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Grat·i·tude

grat·i·tude – the quality of being thankful; readiness to show appreciation for and to return kindness. :) I am feeling very greatful today as i got my letter of acceptance for disability in the mail ♥ as many of you follow my blog and public Epilepsy Fight Facebook Page, i do not work/drive, and have been fighting for disability since 2009! A recap on the story ;; in 2009 i applied, was denied & accepted the answer and went out to try working with my disorder again. after two jobs & many issues they both let me go because of the disorder problems, i tried. i applied again in 2012 and was denied 3 times over the years, but re applied with a laywer each time and went to court two times. today, may 9th 2017, i was finally NOT denied. i will not be getting all the years back pay and have agreed to it, i do not want to fight for the back pay and look greedy, i have so much gratitude for the monthly payment i will not be receiving! #GodIsGood

IMG_20170502_102839_993also giving me smiles, I’ve been spending a lot of time with Abby Marie the past few weeks, she has really been enjoying coming over my house and playing with me. We have a lot of fun togetherIMG_20170505_105624_389 and our little routine’s with crafts, nail painting, snuggling, bubble baths, cleaning (she loves it i promise lol), and just plain goofing off haha. she is my silly nilly and i love her lots and lots. she has grown so fast! i cannot believe she will be turning FOUR this month! so crazy! I love you so much little lady!!!

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Truly Special

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My students graduated 3rd grade catechism this week!!!!! Can’t believe another year is over! My two sweethearts i will remember forever. this small class was such a special one :) a lot of fun and special memories were made with the three of us ♥ on the last day i took them on an exploration of the church in and out, going through all the statue’s and meanings etc, took a lot of pictures because i dont ever want to forget these cutie’s!

18119562_10155259433064591_2967730622926130062_nthis week was also memorable with moreeee as leon turned 29! his last year in his twenties!!! we got together with some friends and IMG_20170427_232437_621went to b-dubs etc and had some fun. the draft was going on on the same day and jason p was celebrating his bday as well so all the guys were happy! we were all going to go to the casino and texas de brazil too another day but that fell through lol. b dubs with friends was just fine for him lol. we all had a good time and thats what he wanted. Just want him happy because that is what he makes me! Every moment of my life is so special for me, because I have a wonderful, caring and truly special person by my side. I am so happy that you are mine Leon, Happy Birthday, my sweetheart!!!!

First Burn

IMG_20170423_184457_113the guys have been KILLING it in paintball this summer! Leon joined Average Joe’s paintball team and leon with the team have been doing amazing. Sunday they just won 1st place in the tournament. Sunday me and Marina hung out together in the muddddd and really “bonded” haha. lol what other way do you say it? she’s fantastic and her daughter is a cutie! same age as Abby, can’t wait until they meet one day and play together. adorable times to come! lol  SO anyways i got a nice tan as they won and we talked the whole time. well lets be honest, i got my first sunburn of the year! whoa nelly!

New binge: Code Black on CBS :) loving the show very much! watching it like everyday so far lol. and randomly in the mix of this blog.. I  have had my Samsung Note 4 phone for 2.5yrs & JUST LEARNED TODAY it has a sensor on it to measure heart rate / stress etc!!! =O WTF! haha these smart phones are too smart for me!!!!

First Mom Prom

 

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OMG Mom Prom was AMAZING! first off, i DID get my nails done :) ha, and leon’s dad is a sweetheart and paid for it so i could feel all fancy haha. IMG_20170421_153435_933 heather came and picked me up yesturday afternoon and we both did our hair and got ready at her house :) Mandie even came over to help us. we got there and there were hundreds of gift baskets that were being raffled off. all the women were able to vote for eachother as prom queens lol. there was a photobooth we all had a blast with of course, then there was the open bar and an awesome buffet dinner! yum! heather and i had a blast dancing all night and IMG_20170422_133157_654 i was able to remince with some old friends from HighSchool who were there as well. a night well deserved for all the ladies who went! and getting dolled up like a princess is ALWAYS fun! ♥ I will 100% be going to the Mom Prom next year! cannot wait to find out what theme they will have in store for us all! this year the theme was fire and ice =P Now time to sleep as the guys all have a paintball tournament tomorrow!!! =O

 

The Twentieth

It is hard to believe ten years ago today my cat, Prince, passed away. you never forget the love of an animal! For a pet, he was my most favorite hello and our family’s hardest goodbye :'( you are still missed today buddy!!! unfortunately i dont have any pictures of him saved on the laptop as it was so many years ago.

Good things to bring up a happy spirit today? i’m with the best kiss-giving, IMG_20170420_153335_347boo-boo fixing, candy buying, fun-supplying, story-telling, grandkid-spoiling Grandma ever! <3 many things in life aren’t equal but everyone gets the same 24hrs, 7 days a week etc. we all make time for what we truly want. i’m spending time with my lovely lady! We are doing some shopping for mothers day together and enjoying our Wednesday time =P as always duh! We even headed over to the shoe store so i could pick up some heels for the Mom Prom… because…

Tomorrow is Mom Prom! =O leon, me, and his dad are going to run some errands together in the morning and afternoon, & hopefully i can get leon to agree & get my nails done ;) lol

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Getting Ready

Me and Heather have been dress shopping for her for Mom Prom! Mom prom is a charity event we are going to be going to! Basically it is a fun night for women to get all fancy at a hall, dinner, drinks, dancing and the money raised goes to battered women shelters! :) We are super excited to go and have been getting ready since February lol.

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Another thing that everyyyyone has been getting ready for is Easter tomorrow! me and Grandma decorated her house a little bit together and put together cute little baskets for the kiddos! I even made a little basket for Abby. Easter will be at my Grandma’s IMG_20170415_130101_440house this year, so planning with her for events is always a blast. We have even been getting her outside patio ready for the kids to find eggs outside ♥ & play. As for early Easter celebrations today Leon and I met up with Eric and his brother up at Michigan University for the Spring Football game! it was beautiful out and a lot of fun! We left a little early and headed over to my brothers for Easter fun! My brother had us all over for some yummy food and dessert =P We all had such a wonderful time together!

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My Philly Cheesecake

IMG_20170330_131319_636wednesday was a sucessful GrandmaDay! haha we went and IMG_20170330_191037_388got her hairs cut <3 lol and we did work on the t-shirt blanket a little bit and made some yummy cookies for her HighSchool reunion group that she see’s once a month (which i think is so fucking adorable) and i even got to take some home which leon was of course very happy about hahaha.

before the weekend grandma and me took kaitlyn & maddie to the movie’s! we saw a cute music movie with animals called sing and then we took them to mcdonalds before we took them back home :)

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then today was palm sunday! we went to church early to pray IMG_20170409_115617_795the rosary and took some flowers and palms to grandpas grave ♥ i like going with her to visit past loved ones, i like sharing those moments with her. helping cleaning up the grave sites .. letting her know, almost silently reassuring her that i will care for her when she is gone. i love my grandma so much, she is serioulsy my best best best best friend! even we get into fights =P

i hate you i love you – gnash

I miss you when I can’t sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can’t eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don’t remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I’m always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn’t like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn’t bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You’re still in love with me but your friends don’t know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

Birth DAYS!

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recently we went back to the gymnasics place that we celebrated last November Kaitlyn’s 7th birthday to now celebrate Jacob’s 3rd Birthday!! :) everyone had a really great time again with a spiderman theme! i love this place as everything is really organized etc. i am so0o0o going to bring my future kiddo’s here for fun and parties! this party for jacob me and leon brought abby! she had a blast! and is still talking about it! lol next month is my sister stephanie’s birthday :)

IMG_20170408_001714_980we had ANOTHER special birthday this month! DOZER BOY! lol doggie boxer birthday! our cutie patootie turned 5 years old this year! we cannot believe how fast and big he has grown over time! he is still our big puppy boy and oh he acts like a puppy still haha. for his dad we took him for a car ride and to the pet store. we love our fur babies so much! (more about them here)

 

EPILEPSY WARRIORNESS: i had a crazyyy seizure in my sleep that left me so0o sore and tired IMG_20170227_125916_354and for some reason i thought it was a “good idea” to go to frenkenmuth with my mom and grandma. i slept the whole way there and the whole way back. wasnt able to enjoy convos or the food. it was horrible! i hateeee epilepsy struggle days like this!! but i was a warrior and made it through! so that alone, even though my muscles hurt and my brain is still foggy, the day is gone & the seizure is done. I MADE IT! WARRIOR!!

Finally Able

IMG_20170228_193628_485this week i had catechism scheduled as planned and was FINALLY able to see my kiddo’s for the first time since before christmas!!! reason being ;; there was no classes for christmas break .. once new years was over there was like TWO SNOW DAYS and a family day before i left for florida so i didnt get to see my students then either. THEN i went to florida and took off a tuesday to be with leon after which brings me to this week in FEBRUARY where i finally was able to see them! it was a lot of fun. we colored and enjoyed talking about our holidays etc etc while also trying my best to catch up on everything we lost! yikes! other than that loveliness i had 2 small seizures in the morning and luckily leon was canvased out of work that day to take care of me! i of course am feeling much better and rested all week. this weekend me and leon are also going to keep it calm. as of right now we have no valentines day plans for next week, like it matters we totally love the crap out of each other! do you all have any special vday plans for this up coming tuesday?

PS: happy 3rd birthday to my 2nd cousin jacob!!